Monday, April 24, 2017


1. 2. 3. 4.
With the cold water rushing down my throat
The pain to much its finally come to this.

5. 6. 7.
How many will it take to get these feelings to go away.

8. 9. 10.
My cheeks burn with tears rushing slowly down them.

11. 12. 13. 14. 15.
Still no change.
My rib cage cracks with every breath.

16. 17. 18.
I can't take this waiting.

Loosing count, I swallow as many as I can get down.

I wait...and wait until it finally comes.

The numbness rushes over my whole body.

I slip into a slow, motionless sleep.

All my feelings and emotions fade away.

Further and further away from everything around, I sleep.

"It's over," I think to myself until my alarm goes off and the sun peeks through my window.

I cry...

Monday, April 10, 2017


Its as simple as that, a hat.
Just like the one with the cat.
However, this one is different.
No magic, no fun,
no things not a single one.
A hat, its as simple as that.