MAD

I didn’t think I knew

that all this time had gone by 

it past so quickly and i never noticed

I'm not sure how I feel about it

I do know though

I know that I’m angry

I have been for some time now

how much time I don't know 

as I have felt like this for so long 

but maybe it hasn't been as long as i thought

now that I know though

its not as bad 

feeling angry doesn't hurt as much as it did

time went by and I just wanted it to stop

to slow down so I could have more time to figure it out

I didn't know how long I had wanted it

to slow down 

to speed up 

to feel happy again and let it all out

I just wanted it to stop.